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Originally Posted by Plankton
Totally understandable, and a natural human response to what you've been through. I know it's rough, but try to allow yourself to go through a healing process (Pain, Anger, Denial, Acceptance). You seem rather intelligent for someone in their teens, and very well versed in puting your feelings into something tangible that others can relate to.
I've had MANY moments where I look back and say "What the heck was I thinking?!", but we're only human and we all have our days like that.
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I think people in general are really far too hard on themselves. People everywhere make mistakes they regret and thats just you being human. I have never dealt with depression of any type but always advise people to talk with a professional if it doesn't subside. I've been lucky in that aspect i'm very carefree and kind of live by the seat of my pants. I don't internalize stuff the way others do. You can't change the past and thinking so will only alter what could be a great future. I would implore you also to not think of your father in a bad light, as you yourself know about the grips of addiction. I can't condone the womanizing but it has been more the common since the dawn of man, and it shouldn't harbor any ill feelings toward your father as its your mothers part to deal with. Cheer up kid, theres a world out there full of joy waiting for you.