I'm doubtful anyone was on the edge of their seat waiting to hear the latest news of my exciting exploits but in a nutshell, I'm still going. I hate to say I'm safe now but I certainly don't have cigs in the back of my mind as much as I did at the back of January, although I still couldn't hang around a bunch of smokers without giving in to temptation, without a doubt. One of my friends has decided to try and drop the smokes for Lent and is looking to me for support on it if anything goes wrong with him so I guess I'm in a position with responsibility now. I'd say the prospects are continuing to look good, although I'm still concerned that I could relapse (can you really use that word for something like smoking?) with the slightest push.
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