Insane Guest

^ Haha, yeah! it's a great day when you can start your morning like that, it's morning like these where I bust the out the two footer for a wake and bake.

Been experimenting with hallucinogens the past couple of months, and that's probably what I'll stick to. Started off with mushrooms really, was all visual and nothing really mind changing until I brought molly into the picture, the kids we were with made me realize how much I hated high school and how over it I was, I was picking up vibes and reading minds like a ****in psychic, it was scary but amazing. I creeped the hell out of the girls I was with, but that was because I caught on to all their sarcastic bitchiness they were giving one of my friends. It became a schizophrenic trip to gossip hell, everyone in the room saying "Do you know...?" blurting out a name followed by "He's cool, she's a bitch, she's weird," I thought it was one of the most ridiculous experiences in my life. Acid on sugar cubes were a great intro to acid, non-diluted so it was potent. I pretty much broke myself down, more specifically my mind, and at one point, on two cubes, I felt more sober than I have ever had, I smoked marijuana and found that it gives your mind a new layer of thought, and the previous layer pretty much deceases, doesn't get erased but if it makes sense it's pretty much smoking to forget a problem, if it's something thats not life changing, why not forget it? I was faced with the choice of living drug free, I could be happy with both choices, but if the only reason I don't want to smoke cannabis is because of the legal paranoia, than I shouldn't let someone tell me how to live my life, I don't care who your government is, I'm my own person. A friend quit brown on acid, it's extremely powerful for your mind, I honestly think you can alter your minds structure on the drug. Next up, DMT. Very overwhelming, I didn't know what to make of it. All I knew is that I was back in the dimension I now know comes with hallucinogens, much stronger though. I didn't break through, but the visual and auditory aspect of it are intense, everything dancing, bright, grained, textured, alive. I kept looking over my shoulder swearing I saw something, someone, the whole time an angelic humming in my ears, eventually decreasing in intensity, bringing me down gently from an experience I still can't recollect. Second time was with psytrance music playing, I became the music, I saw the music. How this makes sense, I don't know, I was in a surreal dimension where everything intertwines, the music moving through and out of my body and my mind, that had expanded in this space, the music grained out and laid before me, Alex Grey's artwork made so much sense, looking at the facial structure, it was almost like looking at someone spirit. Music on acid? Pink Floyd's The Dark Side of the Moon was deconstructed in my mind, hearing every last note, voice, word(I had never been able to understand the chatter and answers to the questions for the album), and synth. I was also able to control the song, with emotions, good thoughts making the song sound perfect, pitchwise and balancewise, but whenever I would get bad thoughts, the music would slow down, reduce in pitch, and sound downright satanic. Just so you get an idea, one of the most memorable was the Mars Volta, so imagine Omar's voice going down a couple octaves, I thought I was going insane. DMT has it's own sounds I've found, machine like, rhythms and patterns I could not make anything of, just sit and listen in awe.