I think Pedestrian has hit it on the head. These journals are primarily
music journals, and people read them (usually) for information and above all entertainment. Your posts so far have not really provided anything like that, and in general they come across --- especially your last post --- as wanting to unload on people. That's fine, if you know them, but strangers are not going to be all that interested in your personal problems. Don't mean to be harsh here, but it's the truth: if you don't provide anything interesting then people will not come back. Despite the quote, it's not enough to say "If you build it, they will come." A music journal has to have substance, something to make people come BACK. Something to hold the interest.
If you want to continue, I would suggest getting some sort of article sorted on a band, album, gig, music genre, anything. But just giving us your life history --- and the problems and pitfalls of that life --- is not going to result in too many views, or at least, not many repeated ones. I'm not saying make it all happy-happy: concentrate on some real doomy bands if that's how you feel. But do
something to bring people to read --- and keep reading --- your journal.
Otherwise, as Pedestrian says, maybe you're trying to use this forum for the wrong activity, and you might be as well giving it up as a bad job.
Don't know if that helps....
TH