So feel free to tell me to fuck off for bitching about this, but it's been bugging me all day.
So last night I ended an almost 3-year dry spell, well except for the fact that I couldn't finish. Two and a half hours of going at it she had to tell me to stop because she was beginning to get sore and had to be at the lab early. First time getting laid in almost 3-years and I can't even finish. This use to happen when I was on Cymbalta, but I've been off the stuff for years so I have no idea what the problem is. It wasn't that I found her unattractive and she knew what she was doing so I honestly have no idea what the problem is. It was kind of reassuring that I haven't become a 2-pump chump in the few years of my abstinence, but in some ways this is worse. I had to reassure the girl that it wasn't her, that this is pretty normal with me (which is true, but only when I was on medication). Blah.
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