i think if you just be yourself, and be really happy that you are blessed with Life (like, let the feeling of Life As Gift course through you), then REAL friends will be provided for you courtesy of the Universe. sounds crazy, but it works for me, and i used to feel just like you. real friends don't give a flying f*ck if you are anything like them at all. they just love you because you are you.
those vacuous idiots you mentioned are very real. they need help too. so if you want to be their friends, be prepared to be patient and to lead by example.
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