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Originally Posted by Hank The Drifter
I reject myself before others can.
Asexual and don't need nobody ftw. hahahahaha.
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Asexuality doesn't mean you stop liking people.
Anyway, never really been close to someone in my life. Well, maybe once:
got to know this person on the internet, we used to spend more than 10 hours daily chatting for more than 6 months . We agreed to meet when he gets back to Lebanon. The day he got back he stopped appearing online, and then giving me the whole "the internet is sh
itty in Lebanon, and I can never log in properly", although I knew he went to meet every other person from that same forum (or at least chatted with them regularly).
So I sent him an email telling him what a bastard he is. He also didn't reply. After a month, he returned to France, and finally logged on... and told me that he was hurt by my email, making me feel ****ty about sending it.
Turns out he got back with his ex when he came to Leb. Nothing else happened in my life -relationship wise. I usually just wait for people to come to me, even in normal friendships. I already have a low enough self-esteem.